
Yesterday sucked, but one thing came out of it. I went a whole day without DietCoke. This may sound silly, but I'm addicted to Diet Coke. The way my brother chokes down cigarettes, I choke down DietCoke, between 5-10 cans a day. On an allnighter deadline I can easily kill a 12 pack. Well, it's pretty bad. I'm not so concerned with the cancer and blindness threats of nutrasweet (not kidding on that either). Sadly, the big reason I need to quit is because i drink it to fill something in my life. An overall malaise of emptyness that's getting worse and the ol "DC" ain't helping. I'm inhaling a substance with not natural benefits, it's like eating mud to feel better...but more "tasteless" mud. And all to make me feel better, which I never do. So....
Anyways, this is Day2, some will say "I'll believe it when I see it." but me...i'm comitted. Day 2 is today. The caffeine headache will be coming soon, maybe tea will disrupt it.
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