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Becky and I loved and respected each other as friends. We're even attracted to each other. I'll never understand why it couldn't work, it just always struggled. Born under a bad sign? Maybe. I guess i'm glad she's surrounded by friendships she made for herself. With a foundation like that, you know she's doing ok. For me I guess, I think after this year...i'll rethink everything. I'm not waiting a year because i'm procrastinating, it's just with therapy, the studio, and the house. Some stuff is awesome...i'm just too embroiled in the challanges of my life. It's been a relentlessly hard year and learning to admit that and not feel guilty makes a huge difference.

Claud says it should be me time for awhile, she's probably right. Claud's pretty fuckin' awesome, we make a dynamic duo.... working on some cool work right now...wish i had someone to share it with.